oh snap, wild boy.
I like blogging. I'd like to post often. I really would. I like my kids, I like my husband, I like my job. It's a matter of finding a place and a time for all the things I like. Between us, the kids are my favorite, and they always get chosen first. I have so many aspirations for my creative side. I'm trying to figure out how to give them room to grow. Do these things ever overwhelm anyone else the way they do me? I always decide that if I'm fulfilling my requirements as a mom, I'll never regret the way my priorities are set. There should be room for other ambitions though right? Most days it feels a bit cramped.
At work I've been given some really great opportunities to learn and grow including the upcoming opportunity to attend
Alt. Due to some schedule conflicts with co-workers, I'll probably end up going alone. I don't know why that makes me nervous. I've never enjoyed doing anything alone really. I love the company of others. I love my work at Uppercase Living. I love the people I work for, and I love the people I work with. There's something special about it. I'd really like to make some meaningful connections in relation to the great things my work is doing, and I guess maybe that makes me nervous. Just because I care so much. Regardless of my worries from a professional perspective, it's a huge opportunity, and I hope to learn a lot.
My babies are getting bigger all the time, and they are now sharing a room. I have really fond memories of sharing a room with my little brother growing up, and I hope they'll be able to create some of the same enjoyable times together. Of course I have lots of ideas and plans to create a nice little space for them and despite my anxious tendency to want everything pulled together at once, I'll probably just work at it one piece at a time. Speaking of one piece at a time, I jotted a little list of resolutions down. It's something I do every year. I'm a firm believer that if you don't write goals down, they're that much less likely to be accomplished.
1. I chose my words carefully. No strict diet or exercise rules. Just an honest charge to be kind to the body I have by becoming selective about what I put in, and how I improve it.
2. Being home with the kids are some of the best times of my life. I want to have fun. I want them to have fun.
3. I want to enjoy cooking for my family. I want to think outside the box. I want to cook healthy meals that taste good.
4. I want to be good to the environment. I want to be good to my wallet. I want to enjoy and appreciate my local surroundings.
5. I want our home to reflect our personality. I want it to be inviting. I want it to feel comfortable.
6. I want to take better pictures.
7. I have never appreciated the beauty of obtaining knowledge more than I do now. I want to learn. I want my knowledge to grow.
8. No excuses.
9. I want to trust that the things I say about myself will teach my daughter (and son) to be proud of her body and mind.
10. Stop trying to manage all tasks on my own. He knows best.